It’s so strange, when I want to write in English I think in Persian and when it’s time for Persian, my mind is over loaded with English phrases, sometimes I even dream in English and the most bizarre part of these dreams is that the English which is spoken is so fluent and I can’t understand some of the words hear in my dreams until I wake up and look it up in dictionary.
Have you ever thought that what would happen if time hasn’t had any meaning?
Living in a place where there’s no time, is the all thing that you want, you don’t need to think about your future, cause future has no meaning, you don’t need to drew a plan cause when there’s no time, planning is stupid.
In one sentence you can enjoy your life without being worry about what would happen next.
It was kinda strange these days, after finishing my thesis and applying for some universities, I’ve had plenty of time for myself to do whatever I want, and I found it amazing, considering that this period of my life would be demolished by time and never would happen in my life again.
Once I thought that what would happen if there were no human in the world instead of me? Do I have a simple life without being worry that I’m lagging behind others? After that I found out, it’s very selfish to solve a problem by deleting the question. Think of this in a new way which is not egotistic ;) what would happen if I was the only male human in the world?!
I always respect all the female, not just human, but animal females or most of my objects around me are female, therefore I had no problem if I would be lagged behind by women, cause I knew that I’m the only man in the world, and whatever a woman does to be successful, there’s still another woman to get her place, whereas I’m unique.
Now you think that how I could be feminism when I’m humiliating them, but when you can think that you’re the only male power in the earth then you can mortify all other creatures, that’s what god is doing.
P.s.1 maybe this article seems a little stupid but it’s just a begging for new start, after a long absence, so don’t take it seriously.
P.s.2 last night I wanted to buy a book and there were two publishers and I chose the book which the publisher was woman, and now I’m so sorry cause the quality of it is very low.
P.s.3 I don’t believe in god, I just believe in Goddess, it’s another proof that I’m feminism.
